Rejection

   Yesterday was Easter and I made dinner, my mom and her girlfriend came by and we had a nice time.  The food turned out good I am still trying to learn how to cook a roast.  Now let me say it was good, but my bf makes a roast that will make you want to smack your mommy. Her roast is ALWAYS tender and would fall apart just by looking at it.  Dam I miss her and her roast, she moved to Phoenix, AZ now that's far away.  All and all it was a nice day.

  Omg, ok I meet this guy online about a month ago and we have been emailing, them im and texting.  So last night I invited him over, ok this is the funny part.  He came over we made it half way up the stairs and he says " I left my ear piece in the store on the corner, be right back".  He never came back, it took me about 7 min. before I realized he was not coming back, that kinda hurt.  For a second I had a problem with me the way i looked, my sexiness then i snapped out of it.  Really i just deleted his number from my phone and email from my computer.

   An insight into my health ( when ever I say health I laugh to myself ).  I have been having a wired tingle  in my right arm, starting at my elbow going down to my fingers.  It has gotten worse since it started two months ago.Hell (say the title), I go see a neurologist soon and lets see what he or she says.  My therapist says live my life as if I am not sick.  Do what I can on the days that i can do them, easier said then done.  I am working on that as well.

   On a good note....... I have been eying my mailman for months, hell since I moved here.  He is tall, dark and handsome (sexy), beautiful smile.  I finally got the nerve to ask him if he would like to have a cup of coffee w me and he said Yes.  We did not exchange numbers maybe tomorrow. :)  That made me smile.

   Well I am going to end this for now until next time "Stay Safe"