I want to give up some days so bad. Give up on what one might ask? The answer is I really don't know. At times on me and other times the world around me and the time that is left I can't really say. I think I have let being sick mess me all up and turn me around. The now is something I am still trying to fit into. I miss the me from then, when my body did not have a lot to say. I have lost myself in the red tape that comes with getting sick. People ask as if I went out shopping for a sickness, compared some then brought the one best for me. Lol not really. I will say I was not prepared at all in my life for this, not in the lest bit. It is just that some days I got it and the other days who knows.
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